{"id":293,"date":"2022-02-22T17:55:25","date_gmt":"2022-02-22T17:55:25","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/forbeslibrary.org\/exhibit2022\/?page_id=293"},"modified":"2022-03-01T00:40:23","modified_gmt":"2022-03-01T00:40:23","slug":"aisha-russell-2","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/forbeslibrary.org\/exhibit2022\/visual-art\/aisha-russell-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Aisha Russell"},"content":{"rendered":"<h3>With Love, Mom<\/h3>\n<figure id=\"attachment_294\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-294\" style=\"width: 900px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/forbeslibrary.org\/exhibit2022\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/9\/2022\/02\/aisha-russell-With-Love-Mom.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"900\" height=\"1200\" class=\"size-full wp-image-294 fit-height\" srcset=\"https:\/\/forbeslibrary.org\/exhibit2022\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/9\/2022\/02\/aisha-russell-With-Love-Mom.jpg 900w, https:\/\/forbeslibrary.org\/exhibit2022\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/9\/2022\/02\/aisha-russell-With-Love-Mom-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/forbeslibrary.org\/exhibit2022\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/9\/2022\/02\/aisha-russell-With-Love-Mom-768x1024.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 900px) 100vw, 900px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-294\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">hand-cut mixed media collage<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>In October 2021, I attended a BIPOC artists residency\/retreat on Indigenous land of the Nipmuc, Agawams, Pocumtuc, Wabanaki Confederacy, and the Mohican peoples. (Also known as Plainfield, MA). This journey continues to transform me. It was there that I first called myself a &#8220;soft round boi&#8221;; where I laughed and sobbed and felt full up on queer brown brown love and understanding; where I learned from wise teachers, peers what it means to return to self and knowing. I&#8217;d never felt this held before; this sense of belonging as an act. I relished every feeling &#8211; yes, including the uncomfortable ones. And on the last day of this retreat, I went into the woods alone and sobbed a big question &#8230; &#8220;Who will hold me when I return?&#8221; When I think of deep soul friendships, I think of home. Returning to home; redefining home. I remember that home is also within me. And months later I&#8217;m less worried about &#8220;who will hold me when I return?&#8221; The question has shifted to, &#8220;How will I hold me when I return?&#8221; and how will I extend the feeling of home to others?<\/p>\n<div style=\"clear:both;\" align=\"center\">&nbsp;<br \/>\n<a class=\"previous-button\" href=\"https:\/\/forbeslibrary.org\/exhibit2022\/prose-poetry\/aisha-ebbie-russell\/\">Previous<\/a>\u00a0\u00a0<a class=\"next-button\" href=\"https:\/\/forbeslibrary.org\/exhibit2022\/aisha-russell\/\">Next<\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>With Love, Mom In October 2021, I attended a BIPOC artists residency\/retreat on Indigenous land of the Nipmuc, Agawams, Pocumtuc, Wabanaki Confederacy, and the Mohican peoples. (Also known as Plainfield, MA). This journey continues to transform me. It was there that I first called myself a &#8220;soft round boi&#8221;; where I laughed and sobbed and &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/forbeslibrary.org\/exhibit2022\/visual-art\/aisha-russell-2\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Aisha Russell<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":9,"featured_media":0,"parent":38,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-293","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/forbeslibrary.org\/exhibit2022\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/293","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/forbeslibrary.org\/exhibit2022\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/forbeslibrary.org\/exhibit2022\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/forbeslibrary.org\/exhibit2022\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/9"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/forbeslibrary.org\/exhibit2022\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=293"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/forbeslibrary.org\/exhibit2022\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/293\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":870,"href":"https:\/\/forbeslibrary.org\/exhibit2022\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/293\/revisions\/870"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/forbeslibrary.org\/exhibit2022\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/38"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/forbeslibrary.org\/exhibit2022\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=293"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}